A couple of days back here I have changed a lot. The old things have passed away. Some hurt, some released tears of joy and surprised me and a few others still remain unanswered.
I am still the same. My feelings are still here, conflicting and intense, turning every beat of my heart in an impulse of courage and daring.
The way I look at things remains the same, but I know that everything has changed.
I don´t longer allow, that the fears of the dark expose my deepest fears at brightness of the day. I believe now that something valuable rests on my being in every moment and second of my existence.
The warrior and fighter, daily threatened like the dreamy wandering souls of our universe, became free today through the strong convictions I know I have about life.
My friends remain few, and the same, but still, I know who they are and where I can find them in moments of breathlessness and burning sensation for freedom.
My fears remain here, by my side, suffocating and intensive, conflicting and scattered, but I have created as a strong lion royalty to face them.
I dared in faith that succeeds, achieves, and reaches. With each one of us, at the path, it always arrives the right time, the right step, the bright side of life, and fruitful harvest.
As my dreams realize, they are transformed into new goals; piled up in the box of faith that is there to be thrown into the Universe every day.
I found that love is everywhere and in all the little ways, on the details, and in caring for those we love, in the smiles and goodbye hugs; on the desperate hearts to dance the symphony of life. Free, new, released, and ready to perform the metamorphosis that each new day is offered.
This great metamorphosis is subtle and almost short notice over the course of its ordinary days and passenger years, but it’s there, always around, changing a little of who we are and influencing others as reflective mirrors. The major changes are not the ones that modifies our soul; instead the little things that are within our reach every day.
I changed a bit of me and absorbed some of you and everyone who crossed my path. And so when the time of harvest comes, that our gardens are just full of gorgeous and colorful butterflies, of the most varied and different colors, sizes and categories.
Butterflies that managed to fly and have freedom and kind in the path. Alive beings in the wait, because in their hearts, they have always known, that in the end, everything was going to be worthy.
Carla Baldassari Cocconi
Today, I would like to observe the ocean at his complete magnitude. Embraced in love and affection, respect and friendship.
Stand for hours watching the movement of the waves. Loudness feelings, going back and forth to meet me.
Finding and losing the possibilities.
The mild corner breeze finding my face, bringing back life.
The soft feel of sand at my feet. The symphony that only places like this can bring.
Today I would like the silence, shouting loudly in this empty space. Nothing else matters.
Just today, I would like to ease my constant search for something that is not in my reach. Then find an angel on the edge of the sea and make a request.
And at some point see the angel disappearing. Live and fix my eyes into the ocean, and as the faith of those who do not give up; believe that my request was granted.
Today I would like to drown into the ocean, while the fresh and sweet sound of the wind blows my hair and the warmth of your embrace is here, the concerns, restlessness and pains of those I love, and know that the angel heard my request.
Miracles occur in my mind daily. Especially today, at sunset.